Thursday, June 30, 2005
Only human
Well, I finally conceded to mathematical reality and deleted off what I'll call my fantasy stuff about factoring. Now, since I've had a lot of fantasy stuff about factoring for years now, I figure it's worth explaining the reasoning:
1. I figure that if I DO have major discoveries then I should at least be smart enough to get something going with them or with SOMETHING that I can figure out, work out, find, or just something.
2. I've found that having a discovery is quite a bit different from having one and having it accepted by whatever people have your research area as their territory--and mathematicians ARE territorial, very territorial as I've found especially on and with Usenet--and so far, I've had little progress in that area.
3. The problem is freaking "pure math" as it is non-practical, and for that reason, easily ignored or lied about by people who are territorial and playing games, so I looked for an area that's NOT "pure" in that way, and factoring is that area.
4. I also have a sense of destiny, like, isn't there some reason why someone has major discoveries? So from that sense of destiny I figure God, or the Powers that Be, or SOME power out there would guide me and help me, so hey, maybe I'd get some insight about factoring, you know?
5. Sheer desperation kicks in as well, so far this math stuff has been mostly a headache. For discoveries that I now know are correct where I've explained them umpteen times, including in person to one "leading" mathematician, there's just no doubt about correctness, but so far, most math people have dodged me, with little effort from what I've seen, and I keep thinking that hey, if I'm smart enough to figure out what I have, why can't I figure out a way to handle this situation?
But I can't.
Reality is that no matter how hard I try, I can't find a practical non-"pure" result to break through and I'm really wondering about being so hard on myself about thinking I should be able to figure something out.
The more I think about it, I think I, despite my beliefs about how enlightened I am, had bought in to the cult of celebrity surrounding discoverers, and thought that you had to be some kind of special person--almost like with superhuman powers or something--to even HAVE a freaking major discovery, so when I had made certain I had a couple I figured, hey, I MUST have some kind of supernatural or superhuman powers somewhere!
Nope. If I do, they're not doing me much good now, and the harder I push, the worse I feel. It's a lot easier to just step back, accept that for whatever reason, discoveries are kind of like a big weight that you just carry, and getting them is a lot about having a few good ideas, and getting lucky--to get them--where the real freaking luck is if you get people--as people are territorial--to accept them.
So I had a few good ideas, and I'm not lucky.
And I've lost that cult of celebrity.
Einstein, Newton, Gauss, Marie Curie?
Ordinary people, only human, who had a few ideas, and got REAL FREAKING LUCKY from what I'm experiencing now.
So I can drop the fantasy factoring for now, and think about how I'm only human, though still, at times, I wonder if maybe I'm just playing some game with myself, as you know, I have these major discoveries!
Maybe some part of me is like, got superpowers, but I'm in Clark Kent mode, you know?
Sigh. Bills kind of put a damper on that kind of silly thinking, as if I have superpowers, and still allow myself to have to worry about freaking bills, then I'm a real asshole to myself, and I'm just saying that to myself--self if there are superpowers in there, now's the time--just in case, as still, I kind of wonder...
Nothing. I get nothing... Still, I have major discoveries, so...
1. I figure that if I DO have major discoveries then I should at least be smart enough to get something going with them or with SOMETHING that I can figure out, work out, find, or just something.
2. I've found that having a discovery is quite a bit different from having one and having it accepted by whatever people have your research area as their territory--and mathematicians ARE territorial, very territorial as I've found especially on and with Usenet--and so far, I've had little progress in that area.
3. The problem is freaking "pure math" as it is non-practical, and for that reason, easily ignored or lied about by people who are territorial and playing games, so I looked for an area that's NOT "pure" in that way, and factoring is that area.
4. I also have a sense of destiny, like, isn't there some reason why someone has major discoveries? So from that sense of destiny I figure God, or the Powers that Be, or SOME power out there would guide me and help me, so hey, maybe I'd get some insight about factoring, you know?
5. Sheer desperation kicks in as well, so far this math stuff has been mostly a headache. For discoveries that I now know are correct where I've explained them umpteen times, including in person to one "leading" mathematician, there's just no doubt about correctness, but so far, most math people have dodged me, with little effort from what I've seen, and I keep thinking that hey, if I'm smart enough to figure out what I have, why can't I figure out a way to handle this situation?
But I can't.
Reality is that no matter how hard I try, I can't find a practical non-"pure" result to break through and I'm really wondering about being so hard on myself about thinking I should be able to figure something out.
The more I think about it, I think I, despite my beliefs about how enlightened I am, had bought in to the cult of celebrity surrounding discoverers, and thought that you had to be some kind of special person--almost like with superhuman powers or something--to even HAVE a freaking major discovery, so when I had made certain I had a couple I figured, hey, I MUST have some kind of supernatural or superhuman powers somewhere!
Nope. If I do, they're not doing me much good now, and the harder I push, the worse I feel. It's a lot easier to just step back, accept that for whatever reason, discoveries are kind of like a big weight that you just carry, and getting them is a lot about having a few good ideas, and getting lucky--to get them--where the real freaking luck is if you get people--as people are territorial--to accept them.
So I had a few good ideas, and I'm not lucky.
And I've lost that cult of celebrity.
Einstein, Newton, Gauss, Marie Curie?
Ordinary people, only human, who had a few ideas, and got REAL FREAKING LUCKY from what I'm experiencing now.
So I can drop the fantasy factoring for now, and think about how I'm only human, though still, at times, I wonder if maybe I'm just playing some game with myself, as you know, I have these major discoveries!
Maybe some part of me is like, got superpowers, but I'm in Clark Kent mode, you know?
Sigh. Bills kind of put a damper on that kind of silly thinking, as if I have superpowers, and still allow myself to have to worry about freaking bills, then I'm a real asshole to myself, and I'm just saying that to myself--self if there are superpowers in there, now's the time--just in case, as still, I kind of wonder...
Nothing. I get nothing... Still, I have major discoveries, so...
Friday, April 15, 2005
No cover at the end
I explained years ago that I would shake the entire discipline of
mathematics worldwide, at its foundations.
Some of you still don't seem to understand what that means.
I'm hitting at all the key areas by which modern "mathematicians" have
defined themselves over the years and one of the big areas is "pure
math".
I'm exposing the "pure math" lie.
My reason for doing so is that math people have used that as an excuse
to come up with "proofs" that are not correct, which are accepted as
being correct as the results are judged by committee.
Without the real world to force the issue, such results have sat in the
body of mathematics now for over a hundred years.
Years ago it might have been hard to see how I'd so greatly impact the
foundations of math society, but today you have all the tools in sight,
and they are being engaged.
Three key results across number theory, near full deployment, and ready
to be totally unleashed, at my command.
The end is in sight.
James Harris
mathematics worldwide, at its foundations.
Some of you still don't seem to understand what that means.
I'm hitting at all the key areas by which modern "mathematicians" have
defined themselves over the years and one of the big areas is "pure
math".
I'm exposing the "pure math" lie.
My reason for doing so is that math people have used that as an excuse
to come up with "proofs" that are not correct, which are accepted as
being correct as the results are judged by committee.
Without the real world to force the issue, such results have sat in the
body of mathematics now for over a hundred years.
Years ago it might have been hard to see how I'd so greatly impact the
foundations of math society, but today you have all the tools in sight,
and they are being engaged.
Three key results across number theory, near full deployment, and ready
to be totally unleashed, at my command.
The end is in sight.
James Harris
Friday, April 01, 2005
It's Over
The surrogate factoring theorem allows you to factor one number by
factoring another in a direct connection.
That theorem allows people who believe it's true to crack RSA, crack
encryption and basically wreak havoc at will upon the world.
There's an odd situation here though, as mathematicians as a body are
incapable of accepting that truth, so they will fight that truth, and
help hackers and others who exploit it.
They will fight any suggestion that RSA is broken, and will explain
away cases that indicate it is.
The end result of all of this will be a complete collapse of the US
economy, which will, oddly enough, lead to an economic boom for the
rest of the world.
It's a surgical operation. The precision of it is unfathomable.
At the end of the process, the world will be turned upside down, with
the US on the bottom, with US scientists, engineers and mathematicians
at the bottom of the heap, while the rest of the world will experience
a renaissance.
As we speak, puzzled hackers around the world are easily breaking into
computer systems relying on RSA encryption--puzzled that no one is
reacting, no headlines, no trumpeting around the world that RSA is
broken.
My message to them is--the US is brain dead. George W. Bush is a
symptom of a deeper problem, and the country is basically no longer
thinking.
To me it is a time of deep sadness, as my country had been my life, my
inheritance, my hope for the future, a place that to me represented the
best and the worst, but most importantly hope.
My mathematical experiences have shown me that truth has left here, and
must now go to other shores for the hope of the future.
I still cannot quite believe it. The pain of it is immense, but I
refuse to give up. What America represented can live on, despite the
loss.
It must live on.
The future is tomorrow, and not even a day.
And that future is bright.
James Harris
factoring another in a direct connection.
That theorem allows people who believe it's true to crack RSA, crack
encryption and basically wreak havoc at will upon the world.
There's an odd situation here though, as mathematicians as a body are
incapable of accepting that truth, so they will fight that truth, and
help hackers and others who exploit it.
They will fight any suggestion that RSA is broken, and will explain
away cases that indicate it is.
The end result of all of this will be a complete collapse of the US
economy, which will, oddly enough, lead to an economic boom for the
rest of the world.
It's a surgical operation. The precision of it is unfathomable.
At the end of the process, the world will be turned upside down, with
the US on the bottom, with US scientists, engineers and mathematicians
at the bottom of the heap, while the rest of the world will experience
a renaissance.
As we speak, puzzled hackers around the world are easily breaking into
computer systems relying on RSA encryption--puzzled that no one is
reacting, no headlines, no trumpeting around the world that RSA is
broken.
My message to them is--the US is brain dead. George W. Bush is a
symptom of a deeper problem, and the country is basically no longer
thinking.
To me it is a time of deep sadness, as my country had been my life, my
inheritance, my hope for the future, a place that to me represented the
best and the worst, but most importantly hope.
My mathematical experiences have shown me that truth has left here, and
must now go to other shores for the hope of the future.
I still cannot quite believe it. The pain of it is immense, but I
refuse to give up. What America represented can live on, despite the
loss.
It must live on.
The future is tomorrow, and not even a day.
And that future is bright.
James Harris
Sunday, November 23, 2003
I WILL GET MY MONEY
If you fucking morons think that I will let you get away with not
giving me credit for my fucking math discoveries then you have another
fucking thing coming.
What the fuck??!!!
Where's "pure math" now, huh? Where's loving math for the fucking
beauty of it now you fucking shits??!!!
LOOK AT IT!!!
Here is the partial difference equation and instructions for
integrating.
dS(x,y) = [p(x/y, y-1) - p(y-1, sqrt(y-1))][ p(y, sqrt(y)) - p(y-1,
sqrt(y-1))],
S(x,1) = 0.
And p(x, y) = floor(x) - S(x, y) - 1, and you get S as the sum of dS
from dS(x,2) to dS(x,y).
http://mathforprofit.blogspot.com/
You fucking shits. I will get credit for my discovery and get fucking
paid, and you best believe that I will not fucking let you stupid
fucks get away with your fucking stupid bullshit--"pure math" my
ass--without me coming at you fuckers with some fucking PURE fucking
PURE AS FUCK math that you stupid shits have been shitting on for over
a fucking YEAR!!!
You goddamn FUCKS!!!
What the fuck is wrong with you shits??!!! Don't you even believe in
your own stupid shit? Where's "pure math" now?
Where is it?
giving me credit for my fucking math discoveries then you have another
fucking thing coming.
What the fuck??!!!
Where's "pure math" now, huh? Where's loving math for the fucking
beauty of it now you fucking shits??!!!
LOOK AT IT!!!
Here is the partial difference equation and instructions for
integrating.
dS(x,y) = [p(x/y, y-1) - p(y-1, sqrt(y-1))][ p(y, sqrt(y)) - p(y-1,
sqrt(y-1))],
S(x,1) = 0.
And p(x, y) = floor(x) - S(x, y) - 1, and you get S as the sum of dS
from dS(x,2) to dS(x,y).
http://mathforprofit.blogspot.com/
You fucking shits. I will get credit for my discovery and get fucking
paid, and you best believe that I will not fucking let you stupid
fucks get away with your fucking stupid bullshit--"pure math" my
ass--without me coming at you fuckers with some fucking PURE fucking
PURE AS FUCK math that you stupid shits have been shitting on for over
a fucking YEAR!!!
You goddamn FUCKS!!!
What the fuck is wrong with you shits??!!! Don't you even believe in
your own stupid shit? Where's "pure math" now?
Where is it?
